Against All Odds Podcast, The Less than 1% Chance with Maria Aponte
Maria highlights stories of people that have been the "less than 1% chance" and have come out of their situations thriving and seeing life as happening FOR them and not TO them! Inspiring and empowering stories that will show you that against all odds you can make it through anything!
Against All Odds Podcast, The Less than 1% Chance with Maria Aponte
Embracing Spirituality and Overcoming Challenges with Kirtti Sharma
What if you could transform your deepest traumas into a source of inner strength and healing? Our special guest, Kirtti Sharma, an energy alchemist and holistic psychologist, joins us from India to share her inspiring journey. With over 17 years of experience, Kirtti opens up about her path to spirituality, spurred by her first meditation in 2000 and profound challenges, including the loss of her father and an abusive marriage. Learn how she discovered her psychic abilities and now dedicates her life to helping other women heal and reconnect with their deeper selves.
Experience the profound impact of Reiki and other healing practices as we uncover their ability to release emotional and physical pain rooted in past traumas. Listen to a compelling story about a Reiki-infused massage that facilitated a powerful emotional release. We also discuss the importance of intention and how Reiki intersects with neurolinguistic programming (NLP), emphasizing that true understanding comes from firsthand experience. This episode sheds light on the transformative power of energy healing and the innate healing abilities within all of us.
Find out how intuition and divine guidance play crucial roles in shaping our lives. Hear a personal story about finding the perfect home by following a gut feeling, and explore the concept of channeling light codes for personal and global healing. We also tackle the fear of success and discuss overcoming personal and professional obstacles to align with one's true calling. Through sharing our vulnerabilities and experiences, we emphasize the higher purpose behind life's challenges and the strength we can find even in our darkest moments. Join us for an enlightening conversation with Kirtti Sharma that underscores the power of trusting the universe and embracing our spiritual journeys.
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Welcome back to the Against All Odds the Less Than 1% Chance podcast with your host, maria Aponte, where we will hear stories of incredible people thriving against all odds, and my hope is that we can all see how life is always happening for us, even when we are the Less Than 1% Chance.
Speaker 2:Hey, hey, welcome back to Against All Odds, the less than 1% chance podcast with your host, maria Aponte. I am so excited. So this is the momentous moment right now. This is the first time Against All Odds has interviewed internationally, so our next guest and just Just make sure that I say this correct it's Kirti.
Speaker 2:Yes, also, kirti Sharma is an energy alchemist, aka holistic psychologist. She helps emotionally sensitive women who feel left out to connect to their deepest selves through NLP counseling and healing. Kirti has been an international intuitive counselor for the past 17 plus years. She is a co-author of the number one international bestselling my Journey, my Journal and Creating your Legacy. Her expertise is a master in counseling psychology. She's a certified Reiki grandmaster since 2006,. Realm reader, numerologist, crystal color or an aroma practitioner I love all of this. It's like speaking my love language Master, nlp practitioner, life coach and hypnosis. In addition to this, she is an intuitive tarot card reader, angel reader, meditation coach, channel of codes, light I haven't heard of that one. So I'm really interested. Psychic and medium, like all of the things. I love all of this. So welcome QT. I'm so excited.
Speaker 3:Thank you. Thank you so much for giving me this opportunity to be here with everyone.
Speaker 2:Yeah, absolutely so. Give us a little bit of background. Why and how did you get into what you do now?
Speaker 3:I must say that what I do is being into spirituality. So my soul journey started, I think, in 2000. When I first meditated, my father's friend walked me down into meditation where I felt the energy of God Hindu God, as I am Hindu, so I felt the energy of Lord Vishnu. At that time. I felt a deep energy which I never found anywhere else, right. So time passed by. I was in 10th grade at that time. So time passed by and life happened.
Speaker 3:I went through Reiki one, two and then three before my marriage, and in 2006, I get grandmaster in Reiki. That wasn't it. After that, I didn't have that. Grandmaster is that you can attune people through the process. At that time, I didn't feel like I can attune anyone. So the thing happened in 2010, when my son was six months old and I came here to my mom's place and I attuned someone with the help of Dr Yusui. I was like, mom, I don't know how to do all the steps, step by step process of attuning someone, and so she said you have to do it, and she pushed me to do that attunement. I prayed to God and Dr Yusuf to do this for me, and my hands started working on themselves. Everything happened. That was the moment I felt that this is something I have to keep doing it. I have to keep doing it.
Speaker 3:Then life happened and my father died in 2012 due to issues. At that time, major things happened in my life and then I entered into spirituality, that is, being psychic and medium. I wanted to connect to my father at any level, at any plane, so I started working on that and that was the beginning of my story, or my spiritual path. In reality, later, in 2017, I left my ex because of abusive marriage with my son and I came out of that trauma and it was suicidal, depressed.
Speaker 3:I was suicidal, depressed where I wanted to almost kill my son and finish myself because I was like I worked my son and he's my responsibility more than anyone else. Yeah, so I came out of it with Reiki and meditation. I used to meditate daily for many hours, closing the door, because I felt that no one is going to come and help me. I have to help myself and I have to live for my son. I wasn't strong enough, right, so I have to survive for my son and I have to survive in a better way. So I came out of it. That and that brings me into spirituality more deeper.
Speaker 2:So that's how it all begins and that's how I started helping other ladies as well that's amazing, yeah, and I think that we that let's just say life, god, whatever, however, whatever you believe in, I think that there's sometimes we find ourselves in these really tough situations and it isn't because he doesn't love us or they don't love us. It's because they know what we're capable of and we won't see it until we get through those things and we have this bigger purpose inside of us that we're supposed to help others, because we, against all odds, have gone through it and overcame it and we saw that darkness and now we could be the light to somebody else. I just oh my gosh, I love it. I grew up very Catholic and I still consider myself Catholic. However, I'm very open spiritually to knowing that I have a special relationship and it doesn't have to have a religion attached to it. I know that I have this connection with God and he has used me in the things that I have gone through.
Speaker 2:I've been through a lot of things in my life. If he's put those things in my path and he's helped me get through it, then that means that I'm supposed to like I feel like all right, I got you through it, now let me help, work through you to help others, and I love that you had to go through those dark moments to see that your path was to help others. It's so beautiful. It's not something that's easy to, especially when you're going through difficult times, when you're questioning everything, when you just don't know if you'll be able to get through it. And is it easier to give up and stop? It may be easier, but it's not worth it.
Speaker 2:I think that it's so much more worth it and you build so much confidence and tenacity when you see something difficult and you're like, all right, how am I going to get through this? I know I'm going to. How am I going to do it? And when you look back at it and you're like, wow, I did that Okay. And when you look back at it and you're like, wow, I did that Okay, I got strength from wherever I needed to get it strength from and we got through that. So what comes from that?
Speaker 3:What comes next? Yeah, I need to pat my back on my own. Yes, you can do it. When is going to come? Because after my father's death I was like I don't have a brother. I was kept in a way in family, like I'm someone's sacred or something and I have to be protected. So in India, girls are treated mostly like that. So I never went out on my own or anything. And suddenly when my father died, I was like who's going to save me from all that he was doing? At that time as well? He used to scold him. My father used to scold him that why are you doing this? And that. So at that time I thought no one's going to come, you have to do it on your own. And I used to say that you can do it. You have to do it your own, and I use the word that's key you can do it, you have to do it, you can do it.
Speaker 2:Yeah, and I think that's spiritually your dad still there, still patting you on the back and, even if it takes you doing it for yourself, my dad passed away in October of 2022. And I was so close to him, I was daddy's girl and we had such an incredible bond. And now I see the Cardinals and I know that's him and I talked to him and I might look crazy on my walks talking to birds, but I don't care. I'm having a conversation with my dad and I'll listen to their chirp and if I don't see them, I'm like, all right, I hear you, where are you? Are you going to show yourself to me today? And all of a sudden, you see like this bird pass, this beautiful red bird just in front of you, and I'm like there you are, I just know it. I just know it. It feels so healing, especially in the grief process, because that grief is difficult.
Speaker 3:That helps us. Actually, I realized that after his death. I realized why he needed to die. Of course it was his time, but it was a kick for me from the universe Go, go into this, otherwise you won't go. You will try to stay safe and won't go inside. Yeah, so many things we learn after that, but yes, this process is really painful yeah, do your practice online or do you do it in person, or both?
Speaker 3:yes, yeah, actually I do it online mostly and for Indians who are around if they want to come, I set it up in my home only I live with my mom and my son, so usually it's on Zoom or online and I have healing sessions and one coaching plus. I am launching now and then my group coaching session. So I have divided how I'm going to work and that's how I do it.
Speaker 2:That's awesome. So for those who don't know what Reiki is, can you give an idea of what that is?
Speaker 3:It's too difficult to people who don't understand healing modalities, but reiki is hands-on healing modality where the first degree is you learn to heal through your hands. We all are a portal or energy. We all are energy. Now I say we all are energy and we are just cleaning up that blocked energy that we have now so conditioning through our childhood and through past lives created darkness around us or within us. So Reiki went out and, just like Jesus or any even Hindu scriptures have mentioned about Sai Baba and many healers who used to touch and heal people or who used to say things and heal people. So we have that ability within us and Reiki is just cleaning up the aura and bringing that back into us.
Speaker 2:Yeah, that's what.
Speaker 3:I try to explain people. Yeah, and until you experience it, you won't understand the reality of what.
Speaker 2:Yeah, something that my Reiki master said that kind of resonated with me when I was because I, like I told you, I got certified in Reiki 1 and Reiki two, which is more like for me. It was more of a like for me to I don't know, just attuned to that. So one of the things that I felt really deep when she said we all have Reiki in us. We all have the ability and the intention of healing the people that we love. So with my child, I'll hug them and I'll pour in all of the blessings that I want for my child, and that in itself is Reiki. That's cleaning up all of that yuckiness and that muck and all of the stuff that's stuck and you put all your intention into giving that healing to your child. So we all have it in us. As a parent, we can experience that with our own kids and I think that just knowing and I had an experience with Reiki that I wasn't aware that it was Reiki my friend had offered a healing energy massage. I didn't have a clue what any of it was. She was like Maria, you have to try this, it is. It blew my mind. I can't even believe what I was feeling. So she was like I'm going to book it for you.
Speaker 2:And I'm like, okay, she knew that I had gone through a lot of things in my life and so I remember going to this massage. To me it was just a massage at a really fancy hotel and whatever. And when she, the lady didn't really ask much except, is there any place or anywhere that you have a hard time with? And I'm like you could do whatever except don't touch my lower back. My lower back hurts to the touch. And she's like, okay, and I kid you not, I lay down on the massage table and she has. I didn't know what they were at the time, but she had sound bowls and it was really beautiful. And she starts like with the sound bowls and I just feel her, like I'm face down, but I just feel her hands like gliding over me and I'm like this is weird, and those are all the things that come through my head at that time.
Speaker 2:And then, all of a sudden, she was like, yeah, I could definitely feel all of this sexual tension from sexual assault right here, and she like concentrated on my lower back and I had gotten sexually assaulted when I was 16. And so I stayed quiet for so long and staying quiet created a dis-ease in my body and at 18 years old I had cancer and in my cervix and it was all of that energy just bundled up right there and I was probably maybe 30, 31. And this had been years of feeling this pain in my lower back and when she like pressed there and concentrated all of her energy and healing there, I cried the whole hour that I was in that massage and I was just, I was a mess, and it felt like I had never cried in my entire life and from that moment I've never had lower back pain like that, ever, ever again. And I was like in shock. I didn't even again, still didn't know what it was.
Speaker 2:And years later I've come to find out that it's Reiki and from a lady that I was introduced to and I was like that's what that was. That was amazing, like it all made sense. I didn't understand until that moment and I was like that makes so much sense. I don't have the same issues that I had before. Like I was able to release all of that, like held darkness in my body and it was mind blowing.
Speaker 3:Yeah, actually, who never experienced that? Usually not in India, but in foreign Western countries massage therapists always have Reiki or some kind of holistic healing touch. So when they do massage it will feel you will feel different and I feel that whenever you haven't experienced any kind of modality, healing modality, so whenever a healer will touch you, you will, just by just touching you will feel something different and, yeah, crying is like you release everything. So it was great that you viewed yeah, it really really unexplainable yeah, I can't even.
Speaker 2:I still remember afterwards like I met up with my friend and we had dinner that night and I was just like I just can't even. And she's like I just can't even. And she's like I know, you don't even have to say anything, I know it's crazy, right. And I'm like, yeah, and it was like this emotional hangover, like everything was just like oh, how was I holding on to all of this for so long? And it really, really blew my mind. I was in shock for just for a long time because I didn't think that was possible, I didn't know and I didn't pay attention enough. But it came at the right time. It came exactly at the time that I needed it and I think it's incredible, so, nlp, that I've had that done before.
Speaker 3:To explain that a little bit it's neurolinguistic programming and for anything like psychology or NLP or hypnosis, I don't go deep into the thing. I use it with intuition. So what I say is NLP is something between hypnosis, hypnotherapy and meditation, because it works in between and it has the power of meditation and the power of hypnosis and do healing very fast. Whenever I have to explain about NLP, I use these words because it is easy. So everything has language and senses are the language of our brain. So, and everything helps through senses, we heal you, we heal people. So it is like not healing. Actually it is into psychology only, but I use it for healing. So whenever my main power is, I walk people down into meditation. During that I use NLP and help them to sense things more deeply. Through that they feel things and then they release those things that are blocking them. So that's how I use it with my clients.
Speaker 2:That's amazing. I love that. It's so funny. All of the things that you do. I'm like my clients. That's amazing. I love that. It's so funny. All of the things that you do. I'm like oh, I've tried that. Oh, I've tried that too. If something feels like it feels right, then I allow my intuition to guide me, and it hasn't steered me the wrong way yet. So I truly trust. I always say and I don't remember who I heard this from but when we pray, we pray to God, and when we listen to our intuition, it's listening to God talking back to us and guiding us it.
Speaker 2:Just that always made me like, even if I go into a house and I'm moving or whatever, I remember I was moving at one time in my life and my realtor had found like five different houses and this one house at the very end was out of our budget. And I walk in like after we saw the other houses and everything was just like no, no. And he's like what are you looking for? And I was like I can't tell you that. I just I can't explain it. I will tell you as soon as I know, I will tell you. And he's like okay, so we go to this last house. I was like this is it? And he's like you barely walked in. I was like I can't explain it to you barely walked in. I was like I can't explain it to you, this is it. And it was such an amazing house for us for that time being.
Speaker 2:And so I I have on on my vision board. I have the house that I've been to the house, my future house, already, I feel. As soon as I walked in there, I felt like this. My energy was already like there, it might not be my house right now and whoever's there now is just taking really good care of it for me. But I really feel like the moment that I stepped in there, I was like, oh I, I'm supposed to be here. I can't explain it, I just am supposed to be here and it's. I think that it's listening to whatever your inner self, yeah, that gut feeling, and I always like I like grab my belly because it's like that gut feeling, but that's where your solar plexus is and that's what we should listen to for our intuition and it just it's so, yeah, it blows my mind. So then, what is channel of codes of light? Because I've never heard of that light of code is actually drawings.
Speaker 3:I can say some. If you have heard about automatic writing in psychic and mediumship, just like that, it is like automatic drawing. But what happened is you are connecting to some other dimensional beings. Like. My journey started with dragons. I connected to the energy of dragons through a meditation with my friend and after that I started channeling lines and dots and everything that used to heal people. At that time. I channeled for, like Joy Wooden and something like that At that time small pictures where there were lines and doodles, doodles actually. Yeah, I shared it on internet and one of the ladies got it tattooed on her arm and she told me that she was like, uh, her life started changing after that. So I walked into it and I started connecting to my dragon guide more and more.
Speaker 3:Later on, as you walk onto the spiritual path deeper, you connect to different other beings, so galactic councils, like arcturian council. They are here to heal us. They have light of light to heal us faster. So I am more connected to arcturians and I draw those light codes. So, like you have any problem in your life, like anyone right? So they come to me that I want channel light code.
Speaker 3:This is a personalized channel light code. So what I will do is I will relax myself as much, I will meditate and take time out to connect to their energies as much. I mean meditate and take time out to connect to their energies, yeah, in that I connect to them and then download all that and draw it on paper or digitally. I started doing it digitally now, through lines, and I am creating now mandalas of healing mandalas, like. So now it is. I use it mostly for global purpose, like I channel something and then I share all over my internet and with everyone to heal because I want it to be spread more and more. Yeah, so I use it less for, like, personalized codes, but I do it for global, so I channel something specifically. Sometimes happen that I was many times I was pulled from sleeping or something doing something. I was pulled out of it. That you have to channel this.
Speaker 2:Yeah, now it's like something wakes you up and you're like now that's awesome so I channel it and I don't know what the energy meant to me.
Speaker 3:And I have a friend who got into my life. She is like 10 or so years younger to me, but we are on the same path, so we started working healing the globe together in 2022 last of 2022 so I used to do this. Her name is siddi siddi. I channel this. I don't know what does it mean? Why is it here? Can you decode it? So she used to decode the name of the code and then I used to share it so that is like healing faster.
Speaker 3:That is for the purpose of healing faster. And with that light code there's light language, like I connect to the energies and then I will speak words, alphabets, or words in hindi or english, whatever you can feel like I might do in between, so they flow out of my mouth to heal the world, to heal the person who is listening to this, and these are to heal faster. Heal everything faster than yeah, they are used in this way I love that.
Speaker 2:I had an aura reading and she used painting when she did this. She didn't know anything about me at all, and this is what she saw yes, yes, yes and she used my hands to draw the hands and she's like you have so much healing energy inside you and I was like, oh my gosh, really it was. It was beautiful just seeing her go through the process of making. Yeah, it was amazing.
Speaker 3:So this is like good actually yeah it sounded the same, I was wait.
Speaker 2:Is this the same thing?
Speaker 3:Yes, yes, yes.
Speaker 2:That is amazing. I love everything that you do. I'm so happy we connected. This is amazing.
Speaker 3:As you were saying that, I almost forgot I was about to interrupt you. In between, I met everyone, every podcaster, everyone who are the right connection. No, like that when you were talking about the house, right, yeah, so I need people who have the same kind of energy oh, my god, I love that.
Speaker 2:I was just telling the previous recording that I did.
Speaker 2:I feel like this is such a beautiful outlet to meet people you have never met, and like attracts like, and it's like this energy and this vibration that's up here that you just gravitate towards those kind of people.
Speaker 2:And it's so beautiful because, again, growing up very religious in a religion that probably all of this is foreign to or not foreign, but not looked at in an acceptable way, I find it funny. I was always like my dad's gonna go crazy if he hears how open spiritually I am, and he was a watch repair man and we owned a jewelry shop for many, many years and and in jewelry you put jewels right, so crystals and gems and these precious beautiful gems. And then when I started wearing crystals in my pocket and putting crystals in my pocket, he started questioning it and I was like, well, if you think about it, crystals and the gems that are in your rings or in pendants or in earrings, those are the same thing and I'm like it's something that came from the earth that has a different kind of energy to it. And I don't wear jewelry I've never worn jewelry, but you better believe I have crystals all over the place and I can feel that I can feel amethyst around you.
Speaker 2:I have so much like, so much amethyst around me. It's awesome, yeah, it's my favorite. It's purple is my favorite, but it all stemmed from amethyst. I grew up. I remember he had in his display case an amethyst tree and I always was like, oh my god, that's so beautiful. Oh my god, that's so beautiful, and I love amethyst and, and so this purple, like I have, everything is purple, my yeah right, my headphones purple, like everything is, everything is purple and my daughter sometimes is like gosh mom, another purple thing.
Speaker 2:And I'm like, listen, it makes me happy, I'm in a good place when I have purple surrounding me. My hair is purple and it's like a dark purple.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I can feel reddish, so I was like, oh wow, nice.
Speaker 2:I don't know if I want to tell her purple as well. Yeah, you should. It's so pretty, but, like I, it just makes me feel like I'm in my happy place. So why? Are you questioning my happy place?
Speaker 3:I know that feeling.
Speaker 2:Don't question my happy place. It's just funny how as we grow, we grow spiritually as well and the way that we can connect to different things. That maybe was completely foreign to us growing up. But you open yourself up to these like incredible things and it all comes down to just having your connection to spirit, Like what is your connection to spirit and it stems from that. And as long as you have such a good connection there, everything else, like it's not as important yes, exactly.
Speaker 3:I love it angels and archangels and my mom used to say why don't you pray to? Because in hindu ladies, we have deities who are strong, just like archangel michael. For me, archangel michael was just that little big brother who's going to protect me. So she used to say why don't you pray to our god? I was like, let me do that. Just when you were saying that, I was like that, let me do that.
Speaker 3:Just when you were saying that, I was like that, but I was 28 or something after my father's death and at that time I connected to angels and archangels.
Speaker 2:Yeah.
Speaker 3:So just the same kind of thing for different things.
Speaker 2:Yeah, I agree, I have you read the book. It's byby Bernstein, it is. I'm gonna recommend it to super attractor no, no, no.
Speaker 2:I am going to recommend super attractor. She talks about all the archangels and all of the connections to them and it is such a great, great book and that also opened me again. It's like when you are open to whatever good comes your way, when you let the universe tell the universe, okay, I'm ready for whatever good is coming my way, and you allow that to just be the case, like all the different things just start coming to fruition. I feel like I've been saying that I wanted a podcast for four years and the maybe now five, almost.
Speaker 2:Yeah, I think it was like four or five years ago and it took four years for me to say I'm in it and the way that I did it was the lady that did my Reiki certification, my Reiki master. I did a retreat with her. It was just her and I and she did a quantum healing and in that, when she was speaking to my higher self, I said that I was going to have a podcast and it was going to be called Against All Odds and I was like, okay, and so a year later or less, it was like 11 months later, I created this podcast and it just it. It feels so in tune with who I am that's so beautiful.
Speaker 2:Everything falls on in place on its own just yeah, yeah, and it does fall into place. And I think that a lot of the times, we tend to block those things, and I think that's where something like what you do helps is the person like I can tell you all right, I come to you and I feel like I have this huge mission, but I feel so blocked financially, or I feel so blocked, help me please.
Speaker 3:And at that point that's where something like what you do comes into play and you help go in a little deeper sift through all of that yes, clearly the best, because what you said is true we are our own stepping stones we don't let the universe help us, because now I remind myself listen, sit back, just sit back. Let him or her god handle it. Yeah, let them handle it. Just step back or move away from your path, because we are our own stepping stones.
Speaker 2:We need that hurdle yeah, it's definitely been the case, I know so. 2017, I was at the height of my career in the travel industry, loved what I did, I was really great at what I did, and all of sudden, the company that I worked for went through a merge with two other companies and I was their highest paid director and their first to be let go. And I was a single mom of three kids and the sole provider, and I was like, oh my gosh, how am I going to go from six figures to nothing? And it devastated me, and for so long it's been like I'm scared of success, because success makes harder. Like you're up here, that fall is so hard. And that was this recurring thing in my mind.
Speaker 2:And so then, for many years, I found myself doing just enough to get by not anything too extravagant, not anything and I still struggle with that. I, not anything, and I still struggle with that. I'm not going to lie. I still struggle with going all in, because in that career, I gave, I learned, I grew, I was like I'm here for it and I was like hustle mode, and for many years, many, many years, I've just been like I'll just do enough and I'll just do enough, and this is going to be enough to just get by. And I feel like that it was. It's been like this fear of success, because the fear of success means if you get up there and if you fall from that height, it's going to hurt a lot more. And so it was like that pattern that I again still sometimes go through, and it's better to be aware of it so that you can be like nope, nope, nope, nope, nope, stay back. But I've learned also to see how life is always happening for you and not to you.
Speaker 2:And when I look back now I can say that my daughter my oldest daughter was had been diagnosed bipolar at that time and I think it was an early diagnosis and I don't believe that's what she is, but that was what it was at the time and she was my oldest, so this was all new to me and she needed me more than anything. And with my previous career I was traveling every month for a whole week and leaving them with babysitters or with my parents or whatever. It was always this like cycle of not normal, and after that I was able to be there because of that and I got into health and wellness, because it helped my own journey and that was the business that I continued since then, and I can see that I was there for every single one of my dad's appointments when he was sick with cancer. I was there the moment that he passed. I was there Like I have been able to be present in my family's life and if I would have stayed on the path that I was on, that wouldn't have happened.
Speaker 3:So God, put this little, this little thing, in my path everything happens for a reason, and that was the reason because they wanted, they needed you more yeah, yeah, I feel like it's finding purpose instead of a reason, because I feel like I've been through some things, like when I was sexually assaulted.
Speaker 2:It's really hard to find a reason for it. However, I can find purpose behind it, and my purpose is that I can now speak up about things and I have no shame or guilt in the things that I went through, because it made me who I am today, and so purpose feels like okay, it was still messed up that I went through this. It was still not good that I went through this. However, I could do a lot with this and I feel like that's been. Like, if I've survived everything that I've gone through, then there's got to be a bigger purpose for me, and I feel like this is a good path into like, where I'm supposed to be. I just have to sometimes get out of my own way.
Speaker 3:Yes, exactly Because last year, as I was saying, saying in 2022 I started with my friend. It was like after my divorce, I met someone and that relationship broke off. It was a distance relationship and we never met much, but it was on phone. So I get deep into everything everyone who just start loving me. So when he left, this friend of mine came into my life because it says I'm removing that person because he is not right for you. I'm giving you something else. So my friend entered into my life and we started healing the world. We starting working on globe, like as we had that during pandemic also, we were working to heal the world, but separately. Then we came together for past one year.
Speaker 3:We were like God said you have to learn to sit back, having no clients, no job, nothing. Her job she was kicked out of her job and we both are into healing and we were raising this as a side business and I left the job a few months ago and rebuilding this business was difficult because after job and then we are restarting after a few years, it is difficult. So I was like god, please help us, help us. We are willing the word give us something back we have to take care of. I have a son. I have to take care of him. Many months, like after that last year, maybe January or February. After that many months I didn't have even a single client. I didn't have any money. But my ex started giving me money for ourselves that if you need something you can take. I was like what is happening? Because I am sending you two different ways, don't?
Speaker 2:it doesn't have to come from your job.
Speaker 3:Yeah, it's so crazy yeah, I have been like sometimes I was depressed because my mom wants to say you are sitting just like that, you're not earning, you're not doing something, get some job. I said I did psychology, I had this reason. I did a master's in psychology. After coming back, after 14 years I restudied, I went to college. So I said I did master's in psychology for a reason that I will get job only in that. So I got that reason and I started working on this. It is going on and every time I say these things of more points, I was like remember me, so why don't you just?
Speaker 3:sit back the right people comes into my life. I'm so thankful to God now that the perfect clients, the perfect people, come into my life. I don't have to see the faces. I don't say they are fine. There are people who want to heal on deeper level, but not on the worldly level sometimes, so I don't have to face them.
Speaker 2:Yeah, it's, it's so interesting when we trust, right, I had gotten a part-time job with an airline I was just doing customer service from home, though so it gave me more flexibility and and I got to travel, which is one of my favorite things. So we just went through what they called an opt out, because they didn't want to lay people off of work, to fire people or whatever, and so I opted out, and that was at the end of February and everything like every month that I'm like, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, something always just like falls into place and I'm like, okay, I got it, I got to trust, I got to trust, I got to trust. And it's like that constant reminder of like, oh yeah, I just have to trust that everything is going to work out and it does. It does when you, when you allow it, when you sit back and stop getting in your own way, as hard as it is sometimes sometimes I cry so much, please don't do this to me.
Speaker 3:Like I connect to the energies of shiv and shakti more prominently and so I call them mahadev, like they are divine, masculine and feminine in one. Yeah, so I connect to that energy. So I used to say please, please. And then you have to silence down. And then I used to cry, please, please, please. And then I remind myself, please, be silent. Everything will be provided.
Speaker 2:Yeah, it's so crazy. That is so awesome. I love it. So your passion is to keep trusting and divine against all odds. That happened in my life. I love that, and then anything else that you feel called to talk about just whoever is listening to this, whoever is here for this time this long.
Speaker 3:I want to say that have trust and belief in the divine as well as in yourself. Trust your intuition, as we already talked about it. Trust your intuition because that is the language, that is the connection between you and the divine, and unconditional love is always there to heal everything. If there is hatred, if someone hurts you, don't go after them, just heal yourself with unconditional love or self-love. These are a few things that if you have in your toolkit, you will survive even the toughest time on your own all alone, absolutely, I think, and that's something that I talk to my kids about all the time.
Speaker 2:They're so quick to react and I under they're not fully developed mentally fully developed yet, but it's something that like, as simple as like when someone cuts you off driving and, instead of getting frustrated, just laugh and say they probably have to just go to the bathroom, because you laugh rather than get frustrated, and it keeps you in a better state and it keeps you in a much better vibration and more good things come your way when that happens. So, so I totally agree with you. This was amazing. I love talking to you, you guys, india she's in India, like this is literally all the way across the world from us, or at least from me.
Speaker 2:So this is amazing that we were able to connect and it just goes to show you you never know who you are going to connect with, who you're going to vibe with, who is going to be at your energy level, and if the people around you this is maybe like a wake up call If the people around you are not at the level that you want to be, you get it. You need to get into a better room, like you need to surround yourself, however it may be, whether it's in virtually or in person. Surround yourself with people that are at a higher vibration, because when everyone is vibrating up here and you're down here, it's like gravitational pull and it makes you level up and I think that I feel very connected to you because of that, because I feel like we're the same in the same vibrational field.
Speaker 2:Yeah, like I, just I feel that energy and I'm so grateful that we were able to connect. So, yeah, thank you as well.
Speaker 3:Thank you as well. I feel so much. I feel like I'm connecting to my soul sister and we're in each other's lifetimes after lifetimes, maybe I think that's absolutely possible.
Speaker 2:Yes, so guys. Thank you so much for listening. I hope you got so much out of it, just like I did. Have a wonderful day. Peace out guys.
Speaker 3:Love your life bye, bye, thank you.
